Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Today is 28th March 2007 [wednesday]. he called me and told me that he'll be going to collect his road tax, he says he reached there he will sms me, but he didnt. this is dunno how many times he lie to me, he say he will but end up is just lie...

then i called him twice, the second time he then picked up and show me attitude, he shout at me over the phone that he is riding bike. at that moment i was thinking, why the attitude you given to me is this kind?? why everythng you does you talk .. all you can ?? you let me feel totally disappointed in you for so many times since the day i married to you.. if you still like this towards me .. the only thing i'll do is i want divorce.. i cant tolerate and i cant always be the one keeps cry.. and keep give in to you.. i had enough of i keep changing and control my temper just to hope that wont have any quarrel with you.. and we can be properly together.. but until today.. you let me felt more tough to be with you..

i hint you too much time..this time i really going to give up on us.. you make me feel terrible upset on you ... the thing you done the thing you says out during our arguement or quarrelment..

Be with you for a year plus, i myself have put heart to be with you but now i think n think -- it's doesnt worth it for you to keep treating me like this.. Time has tells tat the you really up to this date, you stilll don't know how to cherish me!!

It's time to tell myself to give up on you.. you really hurt e alot.. and not just a word of sorry can really solved.. even if forgive you, you will still continued to make the mistake.. you won't cherish me!!! this is what i have told you for upteem of time... you always think you are always right though you didnt says out...

i know afetr i leave you .. you will be more happy.. i step back .. im really tired of the way you keep towards me.................................................................................................................................................